Secondlife has saved my life on more than one occasion. Without getting into to much of my history on the glitches in my brain because there are just too many. They are endless it seems. I was the lowest I have ever been in my life. I did not for one second want to participate in anything to do with regular life and I did not want to be around people whatsoever. In a span of eight months, I lost every member of my inner circle. I was beyond depressed and shut myself off from the world. I had real problems I had to face and I just couldn't I needed some time to be with myself and around people and not have to be totally invested or worry what they would think.
One day I started using Secondlife. I am a Biker to the core so the first place I went of course was a Biker bar. Long story short, I made friends right away and joined a Motorcycle Club on there. Then came the Secondlife Addiction.... Meanwhile, a few years later I am now the President of my own MC - Shadow Ridaz MC. I am in the process of opening an Adult Entertainment Club to help generate an income for my MC. Our goal is to throw Charity Events on a full time basis and make a real difference. I enjoy doing all of this so much. I am still going through quite a bit in my real life and I am so not ready to be around people in the real world yet. I don't really know if I ever will be again. I am quite content doing what I am doing. I do not understand why 3everyone has to hassle me, I am doing what I love to do. I absolutely love having a full and active life on Secondlife. Every part of me that needs to be is being fulfilled in a big way. I get to be creative and build and decorate things. I get to use my business mind and create a successful business there. I get to test out my social skills by meeting new people on there. Imean what more do they want from me. I am fine. I am better than I have ever been - considering. Some people go out and do a bunch of things and some people like to satay home and do things. I am one of those people that likes to stay home with her dog and utilize Secondlife. What is the difference? Up until this past few years I was one of those people running around every where and being around a lot of people all of the time. I was out and about. I think at this point in my life, I am just desperately sick of being around them. I am done. I want to be the cat lady to tell the truth. I just want to stay home with my dog and cats and continue doing what I am doing. I am successful at it and that is a great feeling to have. I have found a place where I can totally be myself and explore different avenue's I am not able to in the real world. I have made wonderfully close and long-lasting friendships. Yes -- Guess what -- Secondlife has been a God send to me. I am finally free.
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